Friday 14 October, 2005 - I was so upset this morning..so, so upset I could not even sleep and I actually shed a tear or two ...I was so upset.We went to this person''s house..a group of us...and there is this one guy in the group that people don''t like. Granted he does act like he doesn''t care sometimes, but everyone blames him and just dislike him in general.

When we left the house at 2:30am, people got in their cars and drove off and around him and left him standing inthe middle of the road.The last car was the one I was in with two other girls..and we were not gonna leave him...so then one of the other cars reversed and came back.

I was so...so upset, more so because I couldn''t do anything...cause I don''t drive and I so hate being helpless. It gave me serious doubts about wanting to be around these people...it is a group we all trying to join for networking and to meet people in the field.I just wanted to go to the directors of the thing and tell then I am OUT.

And it hurt so much cause I really don''t wanna be vunerable around people who can do that and they all warned us about that and told us that we need to stick together ...and they going on with this stuff. I knew the car I was
in...the girl would not have left him, but to think and see the others do that...ooohhh!!!!

Today I called the guy to see how he was doing, and amazingly he was not
down. He said to me, 'I am not worried about them. No one rains on my parade,
my parade goes on everyday rain or shine. It went on yesterday, today and the parade will go on tomorrow!' I was taken aback at his enthusiasm. Can you imagine!! He made me smile...that was so positive. He got me all
positive too.
So therein lies the Negative and the Positive side of life!!

Miss Trini